A moment to think...

Weeelllll, it's the last day of the year and I had to make sure that I ended it with a blog. Let's examine the year together seeing the mistakes, the possibilities and the future (that makes sense in an odd way).

Went from being a thousandneer to being a millioniare; went from being a possible blog addict to being a furtive, inconsistent one; went from being a fun loving loafer, to a serious minded dickwad who wants to get married this coming year (ignore the dickwad part if you r my friend and if u don't, then f**k u b***h :D); also went from being heartbroken and single to being the luckiest guy alive and will soon be in my longest relationship ever (i blush)....what else?

I have given up a social life for the past 9 months and though I have gained in terms of finances, i have lost much in the way of friends and i deeply regret that; I have lost touch with my family and |I also deeply regret that and most important I have lost touch with my inner self and my morals and values have changed negatively...I truly, deeply regret that.

I guess, this coming year, if I have to make a wish or a plan, it would have to be a wish to change the person I am now, into someone I can once again be proud off. I would wish to be once again, a friend, cousin, uncle and son to those that have stood by me through the hard times and have continously been there with their prayers through supposedly good ones. I would wish that the love I have found in my girlfriend would further deepen both spiritually and mentally into something stronger, permanent and sanctioned by God in His Church. I would wish that His grace would be reflected in me in everything I do, think or say and most of all, I would wish that I would walk with Him everyday surrounded by His love...I think that last one is the most heartfelt thing I have ever wanted in this life.

Anyway, I have shared this moment and now, I'm outta here. Have to go home and prepare for the new year and my time to join the human race again.

Love you all

SOS....I need my LIFE back!!!

It's been like forever since I did this and the change is due to my new life as a banker (BIG BOY making money...my ARSE!!!). Now, one would say that don't mean shit and all that but pips, I can honestly tell you that my life has gone to the pits since I became a banker. Christian life wasn't hot before but now, I got some major sins to add to it; I don't see my hombres no more..heck, I hardly see my GF no more as i normally get home 11pm side and let's face it pips, at that time, all you wanna do is eat and sleep (last time I tried more than that, I woke 2 hours late-lol); work weekends too so movies and relaxing are out of it. My life and everything else as I know it, is at an end (drama king; dats me all rite).

What's left of me is a maniac forced to behave like a sane fella and it's just driving me mad. The irony is I did beg to apply-lol, simply thinking this was my opportunity to make some major money and look good but honestly, screw the money and give me a life back.!!!

That's enuff of the bitching. On the bright side.......hang on.....thinkin....you know what,w ill get back to you on that 'bright side' part.

Iron man was the bomb, that jackie chan and jet li movie should be watched on a chinese 25-in-1 collection and I have lost so much weight in 3 months, it's liek a gypsy cursed me or something (thinner). The bank pumps money into your account but drains the life from you, which for those of the restless variety isn't a fair trade at all so guess what?!! I am job hunting once again-lol.

Have to go now cos kinda down with typhoid due to excessive stress so feeling woozy rite now. As for the bright side, I have met some wonderful people who deserve mega awards for their services to the bank and all but since I have acquired some skills that are should have been acquired by someone in jail (forgery skills and all), I guess i don't fit into the role of an exemplary character none...liek I give a shit!!!

Mothers...

"You stood me up yesterday and u didn't even have the courtesy of calling to explain. If you treat a girlfriend like that, she will sack you right away!! Foolish boy."

Those are probably familiar words to lotsa dudes and dudettes but i have to tell what makes them so bleeding funny; my mum sent me this as a text message yesterday evening thus sealing her position as the coolest mum in the world (you have to know my mum has been a civil servant for donkey years and yet, she sounds so awesome-lol; totally love that woman).

Here's a challenge for you: what's the coolest thing that your mum has ever said to you 'cos right now, my mums the baddest thing on the block-lol

Jericho

A name from the good Book and yet right now, it means sooooooooo much more. It's the name of the series that is currently rocking my odd little world.

Lets face it, anyone who told me i'd be watching a series with no overly muscled characters, no superpowers (still hoping in the back of me mind that that will change), no specifically outlined bad guy and no world threatening event (too late for that-lol); let's just say this one snuck up on me and it's bloody awesome.

Talking of bloody awesome, got me a new job which makes me one of those milly-o-niares in Lag o-lol. i must say, losing a gf and gaining a new job is one hell of a fair trade (huge grin). think i will keep testing bachelorhood for the rest of this year and see how wealthy i can be before a daughter of eve tackles me again (shudder!!! ever wonder where the word 'evil' comes from?!!).

by the way fantasy queen, even though your image is still blurred, i can see enuf to know u r a hottie-lol

Lessons Learnt...

2008 FINALLY!!! For a while there, had me doubts about making it thru sane and all especially the last couple of days.

Did I tell you guys about my new job...now ex-job?!! I quit that place after three weeks of brain-dulling drudgery. Also, and most importantly, they tried to shaft me on the wage thingie which is a no-go area with me. I mean, shit!!! No one pays a professional on a 30 CALENDER DAY basis (not working days mind you) unless of course they consider the fellow to be of sufficiently low intelligence nt to be able to understand d ramifications of that difference OR they think he has no other options (FUCK U SHEYI)!!

Lesson learnt: It ain't just the money; it's also about development and growth...ok, money is very important too!!